xwordsxunspokenx's Xanga

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 15:11:59 GMT

NEWNEWNEW

VIRGIN REALITIES
goodbye freshman xanga, hello sophomore year.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 23:03:01 GMT

i'm so sick of being second to my sister. no matter what she does and no matter what I do, i get in trouble and my parents take her side. everything is my fault and i'm horrible to her all the time. askl;djfakl; i don't even fucking care. it's so fucked up, i can't stand her. she's quite possibly the most annoying, bratty, stuck up fouth grader i've ever met.

kleasjhwdaskldhfajh

and like i said, my parents take her side EVERY TIME. no matter what. and no matter what I do? it doesn't matter. i'm wrong, the end. and i'm a terrible sister and i'm psychologically scarring her so i need to be nicer. but she doesn't need to be nicer to me because she's perfect.

GOD. even in my own fucking home. does ANYONE want me? ANYONE AT ALL?

Friday, July 21, 2006

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 00:56:28 GMT

i hated cyanide__elixir. I need to come up with something better.

I HATE COREY I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM.

uhmmm that's about it.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 22:48:04 GMT

I think I might get a new personal xanga. We just got a new quotes one and I've had this one for almost a whole year... Not until I come up with the perfect name, but it is totally coming - - a new one, i mean. I'll definatly keep this one up though because I recorded pretty faithfully and I'm pleased with myself.

maybeee something to do with my novel/trilogy? i still have to name the trilogy and the next two books, but I'm pretty sure I'll call the first one Threshold. It's about 155 pages right now... I'm going to go work on it.

check out the new quotes xanga!

CLIQUE<3

Friday, July 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 15:01:48 GMT

I'm Never Speaking to Corey Again.

I Hate Him.

And I Refuse To Cry Or Care.

I'm Going to Go Write After I Work On Some Xanga Stuff.

Later.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 00:59:08 GMT

i suppose i should change eprops from just 'e'...oh well i'll assume anyone who reads this is intelligent to know that i do not, in fact, mean that i want you to give me ecstasy.

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete

Martini Kiss - Senses Fail

Lots on my mind... not writing it here...

I haven't talked to corey in days now and he's on retreat... it'll have been over two weeks by the time we get a chance to talk again because I leave for FH camp the same day he gets back and just

al;skdjfasl;djfakl;

Friday, June 30, 2006

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 20:50:04 GMT

new layoutttt. again.

Threshold

it's still a work in progress. And I have to set up the mortal life home page so it's a "community" page and not a 'sorry closed' page.

about 20 pages left to edit. first pass editing of course =P

haven't touched spanish much. mom wants me. gotta go.

laterrrrrr

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 23:54:52 GMT

IT'S DONE!

My novel! I'm finished with the first pass!

it's only 86 pages, so that means I get to have lots of fun adding descriptions, dialouge and lots of other super cool stuff I left out just to get it down on paper. Then maybe an Epilogue...I'm not sure yet. we'll see...

I'll start a sub-site on dhost for my book soon, when i get some time. I'll make a layout and put up updates about the book and the like. I'll leave a link here...

watched hannah's softball game tonight too. She got 2 runs and an out! she did so well. I was really proud of her, even though I didn't watch as much as I should of because I was hardcore editing and my head was throbbing.

Speaking of my mondo-uber-headache, i'm going to go put a washcloth over my eyes, lie in bed and call my bee eff eff.

<3 Meaghan

Monday, June 26, 2006

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 22:15:32 GMT

asl;dfaskl;djf
that's all i have to say.
asdkl;fajsk
i cleaned my room.
i have a splitting headache.
i'm going to go study spanish.
well i plan to study spanish but the headache might prevent that.
idk
STILL WAITING FOR COREY TO CALL ME.
but it's not like i care or anything.
i didn't expect him to actually call anyways.
asdlf;asjd

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 21:18:40 GMT

new layout =]

writing again<333

love the story.

going to go work on it.

later kiddos.

<3 Meaghan

they said we stood a little too close, stared a little too long, they probably thought we were in love.